by Louise Wallace
I choose pounamu
it is a river stone
she was of the earth
she was orchids in the hothouse
less difficult than her husband
fruit trees
their hard graft
plums
nectarines
a child we never spoke of
another a castaway
I choose to plant my legs
to ground them
I am the child of which we won’t speak
I am the castaway
I am orchids
fruit trees
I can bear more than you think
I am a river stone
and I choose a ring made of pounamu
to remind me